Icu Court Monitoring

I'm not in a jail facility but i am in my own home. Asking to go to a club will never happen.but asking to go serve God and to put groceries in the home to be told NO is not fair i feel like the devil has authority i was told someone else has to go grocery shopping for me i get snap last i checked it's against the law to let someone else use your card SOCIETY PREPARES A CRIME A CRIMINAL COMMITS IT..... I FEEL MY RIGHTS ARE BEING VIOLATED DEPRIVING ME OF FEEDING MY FAMILY